stop thiking about your futur
time for a capture
smile for the picture
but inside of you its only failure
stop feeling empty
time to look pretty
no time for pity me
try to look happy
simulate smile
false smile
fake smike
no smile...
Hope
is a
dangerous
thing.
While occasionally helpful
in small doses,
too much of it
is poison.
It cracks your soul
like an old piece of china,
until all that's left
is dust
and thoughts about
what could have been.
Hope
is a risk
that we all
choose to take.
It must be handled
with great precision,
or you will go up in flames
before you even
get the chance
to scream.
There is no rising from the ashes.
That piece of your puzzle
is done.
Hope will fill your cup
until it's overflowing,
and you never realize
that it's really liquid time
until you've drunk the whole thing
and end up
crying all alone.
It has no refunds,
and no refills,
so sip car
I live
every moment
of every day
in constant fear.
What if this is it?
What if today is the day
that I f a i l?
As soon as people see
that I'm not great, or successful,
that I really don't have anything at all
to be proud of,
what will become of me?
I'm not sure I'll be able to handle it.
I mean,
what do people do with everything else they no longer need?
They throw
that pathetic
garbage
a w a y
Oh, please, please don't throw me away.
I really am trying.
I am
dreadfully, terribly afraid
that one day everyone will open their eyes
and see me as I really am-
ugly and stupid and horrible and ridiculous
and w o r t h l e s s.
I know I don't des
Disorders destroy don't fall for their tricks! by starlightofcliffclan, journal
Disorders destroy don't fall for their tricks!
Eating disorders
Anorexia.
The lie: to become "skinny and fit" you should eat less and try to starve yourself.
The truth: Anorexia kills you faster than it does help you. I stops you from seeing your true self but instead a fat person and you try to starve yourself to become skinny.
The TRUE STORY: i had a friend that was very popular and nice. One day i noticed that she was getting a lot thinner than usual. After a few weeks she came to school and looked like skin and bones only! I walked up to her and asked "are u hungry" her response was "no" but two seconds later she fainted and fell to the ground. Today she is still away from school an